I'm sitting here on a rainy cold Monday realizing how blessed I am.
#1 I was born in America, the land of freedom and choice. Lord be with all those who struggle under the oppression of their government.
#2 I have a loving and supportive husband, who also loves God and seeks to live for Him. Lord be with all those who are cringing in fear of their loved one.
#3 I have two healthy sons whose hearts belong to God. Lord be with those who are caring for children they don't know if tomorrow will come, those who have children who have chosen to travel a dark and dangerous path and have put up a wall that separates them from the ones that love them most.
#4 I have a daughter-in-law who loves the lord and loves me. Lord be with all those who have in-laws that seek to keep them out of their child's lives.
#5 I have a warm house, plenty to eat, a car to drive, nice clothes to wear and so much more than I need. Lord be with all those who struggle for the necessities of life and help me be an answer to their prayers when I can.
#6 I have the sweetest most loving dog (Heidi) in the world that brings me so much joy and love. Lord be with all those who can't find joy in the little things in life.
#7 I am basically healthy. Lord be with all those who are facing life changing illnesses.
#8 War is far away from my door step. Lord be with those who live with war right outside theirs.
#9 I have clean water to drink and use at the turn of a knob. Lord be with those who have to do a days work to have a safe drink of water.
This could go on forever but I'll wrap it up.
#10 I have a relationship with the one true living God and salvation through His son Jesus Christ. Lord be with those who Satan has deceived into thinking that You aren't there or that You don't care. Help me to be a reflection of your love, grace and forgiveness.
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Monday, January 23, 2012
Thursday, January 19, 2012
A Son At War#10: Life Goes On
Life goes on around you and you have to carry on. We broke the time up with holidays to make it more manageable. We concentrated on getting through Thanksgiving, then Christmas and New Years, Valentines,etc. I put together care packages and goody bags celebrating these holidays so the soldiers wouldn't feel so left out and give them something to look forward too. It was my way of loving on them from home, it made me feel connected.
I never felt alone in this, our family also showed their love and support to Garrett with packages and letters. He always had plenty to share with his company. Also every time I went to church, my church family would ask how Garrett was doing and reminding me they were still praying for him. They also sent packages and cards, Garrett was well known in the post office on their post and as he shared his loot it gave him an opportunity to share about the family of God.
The days go by and God continues to walk me through it with a peace beyond all understanding. Until one day the mail truck pulls into my drive way and unloads Garrett's foot locker. Heidi is barking her head off and I look out the window to see it being put on my porch. I cannot contain myself, throwing open the front door, running out with my camera, shouting for joy! I don't often show excitement but this mail lady almost had a heart attack. She knew what this foot locker meant and rejoiced with me even when I ask her to unload it again so I could take her picture! This marks a new chapter, preparing to come home.
I never felt alone in this, our family also showed their love and support to Garrett with packages and letters. He always had plenty to share with his company. Also every time I went to church, my church family would ask how Garrett was doing and reminding me they were still praying for him. They also sent packages and cards, Garrett was well known in the post office on their post and as he shared his loot it gave him an opportunity to share about the family of God.
The days go by and God continues to walk me through it with a peace beyond all understanding. Until one day the mail truck pulls into my drive way and unloads Garrett's foot locker. Heidi is barking her head off and I look out the window to see it being put on my porch. I cannot contain myself, throwing open the front door, running out with my camera, shouting for joy! I don't often show excitement but this mail lady almost had a heart attack. She knew what this foot locker meant and rejoiced with me even when I ask her to unload it again so I could take her picture! This marks a new chapter, preparing to come home.
Monday, January 16, 2012
Those in-laws!
It's been the source of many jokes and subject matter for many horror movies. I guess it can be a difficult relationship if there is not love and respect for the roles that each person plays in their loved one's life. I've been pretty blessed as far as in-laws go, I was accepted into my husband's family with love. Though none of us are perfect, we have loved each other in spite of it.
I know it can be difficult to navigate and learn your new place when your child gets married. I've watched how painful it can be when parents are shut out of their child's life once they marry, I don't think that's what Christ meant when He said cleve. What an eye opener when in a group of women who were brought together in the deployment of their soldiers. I saw the battle between mother-in-laws and daughter-in-laws and the hurt from mother-in-laws who were just left out or pushed out. I was very grateful Garrett wasn't married and very sad for the others.
There are many good relationships between in-laws and they are priceless. It's where there is love and forgiveness and realizing you are not perfect so don't expect other's to be. I prayed for my son's wives to be when they were small and God certainly answered in the case of my oldest. She is everything I prayed for and more, a woman after God's heart and a spirit as sweet as honey in the promised land. She is a gift to me and our entire family, I'm counting on Garrett to do as well.
So what's the difference? It's really very simple, it's all about whether people are living their lives to honor God. I didn't say easy, I said simple. We are human, we make mistakes, we can irritate each other and even worse but if we seek to live for Christ we have to follow His example to love and forgive. It's what I strive for and thank God for a daughter -in-law who strives for the same thing.
I know it can be difficult to navigate and learn your new place when your child gets married. I've watched how painful it can be when parents are shut out of their child's life once they marry, I don't think that's what Christ meant when He said cleve. What an eye opener when in a group of women who were brought together in the deployment of their soldiers. I saw the battle between mother-in-laws and daughter-in-laws and the hurt from mother-in-laws who were just left out or pushed out. I was very grateful Garrett wasn't married and very sad for the others.
There are many good relationships between in-laws and they are priceless. It's where there is love and forgiveness and realizing you are not perfect so don't expect other's to be. I prayed for my son's wives to be when they were small and God certainly answered in the case of my oldest. She is everything I prayed for and more, a woman after God's heart and a spirit as sweet as honey in the promised land. She is a gift to me and our entire family, I'm counting on Garrett to do as well.
So what's the difference? It's really very simple, it's all about whether people are living their lives to honor God. I didn't say easy, I said simple. We are human, we make mistakes, we can irritate each other and even worse but if we seek to live for Christ we have to follow His example to love and forgive. It's what I strive for and thank God for a daughter -in-law who strives for the same thing.
Thursday, January 12, 2012
A Son At War#9: Blessings At War
Part of Garrett's job is to travel to the different bases with his superiors and to record the deployment with pictures and video. Now before you think what a cushy job, remember he is first and always a soldier, while they are in the air they make a tempting target and are fired upon. Garrett has with him a weapon that the enemy cannot penetrate, the prayers of all those families, friends and church family back home. It is more powerful than the gun always at his side. As he travels, he gets to see a lot of the country and because he knows the word of God he realizes he is in the middle of a lot of Biblical history. As a matter of fact his base is in Abraham's back yard, the remains of Abraham's house and the Ziggurat of Ur.
Garrett is at war, his rifle always at his side, always on alert that someone is watching and waiting for a chance to take his life and his comrade's. He is separated from all he loves and living in very harsh conditions but God has not left him there alone.
The living God with whom Garrett has a relationship, has plans there for him. He shows him the Tigris and Euphrates rivers, the land of Ur and Nineveh. Elijah's and Abraham's house, the places that he has learned about all his life, he now sees in the flesh. Since he never travels alone or without God's word he can share the importance of where they are. Even in the middle of war, God is working things for good for Garrett who loves Him Romans 8:28. I can trust God with my son and it is there that I find my peace. I am human and I want my son to return safely to us but if Garrett returns to us or not I know He is in God's hands and there is no better place to be.
Garrett is at war, his rifle always at his side, always on alert that someone is watching and waiting for a chance to take his life and his comrade's. He is separated from all he loves and living in very harsh conditions but God has not left him there alone.
The living God with whom Garrett has a relationship, has plans there for him. He shows him the Tigris and Euphrates rivers, the land of Ur and Nineveh. Elijah's and Abraham's house, the places that he has learned about all his life, he now sees in the flesh. Since he never travels alone or without God's word he can share the importance of where they are. Even in the middle of war, God is working things for good for Garrett who loves Him Romans 8:28. I can trust God with my son and it is there that I find my peace. I am human and I want my son to return safely to us but if Garrett returns to us or not I know He is in God's hands and there is no better place to be.
Monday, January 9, 2012
Are you a missionary or a missionary project?
I once heard someone say "you are either a missionary or a missionary project". I am a missionary, who I'm sorry to say often let's God down. I am so thankful He never gives up on me and will continue to work on me until I join Him one day. For me that day will not come soon enough but untill then I will continue to serve Him here.
I will make my 14th trip to Ukraine the end of March along with 7 others from my church. Since my first trip in 1996 I have watched God work and grow His people there, add to their numbers and grow me.
That first year I did gospel clowning as "Maggie Mae" and was in such culture shock I did not take one picture or write one word. Talk about being out of your comfort zone! I did what I came to do and God used it which is a testament to how awesome He is, while I counted the days till I would return home. To say it was a difficult trip doesn't even touch it! The children in the orphanages would ask us as we were leaving "when will you come back?" and while "next year" rang out of my fellow clowns mouths, I'm standing there thinking " I ain't coming back!" It's funny now to remember those days, today those people are my second family and when I return it's like being home again. That too is a testament to how awesome God is.
God used the clowns to open many doors in the country and we passed this tool on to those who were interested in doing it there. Holding clown school there so it could be used all year long instead of once a year when we came. We continue to support them by bringing supplies.
The last few years God has had me focus on door to door evangelism, I have found a method that works for me called "Share Jesus Without Fear". Now don't paint some high and mighty picture of me because I am not BUT my God is! People in Ukraine are open to the gospel for the most part, they are simply waiting for someone to come tell them. It's much easier to witness there than in America which by the way doesn't excuse us from it here.
So here it is time to start getting my ducks in a row to go again. You would think after all these years I would have learned to trust God more. One way or another He has always provided the money for me to go and money to do ministry with once I get there. It is a very poor country and we will buy food to feed their bodies, as well as Bible's and proclaim God's Word to feed their soul. We will support financially ministries they are doing like children's summer camps, food and shoes for orphanages and the list will go on according to how much money we have. We are being ask to teach "Share Jesus Without Fear" in three regions so they will be equipped to share with their own people. This means we need to take them the books for the course and Bibles for each one.
Once again this year I am anxious for where the resources will come from. This I know, God has a BIG plan for this year and He will fund it. I just need to obey, a friend reminded me "you have not because you ask not". So if God speaks to you about taking part financially in what He will be doing in Ukraine the end of March and you decide to obey, contact me through a comment and we'll find a way to connect.
To God be the glory, great things He has done and is going to do!
I will make my 14th trip to Ukraine the end of March along with 7 others from my church. Since my first trip in 1996 I have watched God work and grow His people there, add to their numbers and grow me.
That first year I did gospel clowning as "Maggie Mae" and was in such culture shock I did not take one picture or write one word. Talk about being out of your comfort zone! I did what I came to do and God used it which is a testament to how awesome He is, while I counted the days till I would return home. To say it was a difficult trip doesn't even touch it! The children in the orphanages would ask us as we were leaving "when will you come back?" and while "next year" rang out of my fellow clowns mouths, I'm standing there thinking " I ain't coming back!" It's funny now to remember those days, today those people are my second family and when I return it's like being home again. That too is a testament to how awesome God is.
God used the clowns to open many doors in the country and we passed this tool on to those who were interested in doing it there. Holding clown school there so it could be used all year long instead of once a year when we came. We continue to support them by bringing supplies.
The last few years God has had me focus on door to door evangelism, I have found a method that works for me called "Share Jesus Without Fear". Now don't paint some high and mighty picture of me because I am not BUT my God is! People in Ukraine are open to the gospel for the most part, they are simply waiting for someone to come tell them. It's much easier to witness there than in America which by the way doesn't excuse us from it here.
So here it is time to start getting my ducks in a row to go again. You would think after all these years I would have learned to trust God more. One way or another He has always provided the money for me to go and money to do ministry with once I get there. It is a very poor country and we will buy food to feed their bodies, as well as Bible's and proclaim God's Word to feed their soul. We will support financially ministries they are doing like children's summer camps, food and shoes for orphanages and the list will go on according to how much money we have. We are being ask to teach "Share Jesus Without Fear" in three regions so they will be equipped to share with their own people. This means we need to take them the books for the course and Bibles for each one.
Once again this year I am anxious for where the resources will come from. This I know, God has a BIG plan for this year and He will fund it. I just need to obey, a friend reminded me "you have not because you ask not". So if God speaks to you about taking part financially in what He will be doing in Ukraine the end of March and you decide to obey, contact me through a comment and we'll find a way to connect.
To God be the glory, great things He has done and is going to do!
Thursday, January 5, 2012
A Son At War#8:On The Home Front
We are glad to have the major holidays behind us and continue to count down the days. I was told when my soldier left to stop watching the news but I'm the kind of girl that wants to know what's going on even if it's bad. So as I hear of attacks and the death counts, the first one I run to is my God who I know is also in Iraq. I am amazed even to this day the comfort and peace that the Holy Spirit kept me wrapped in. Garrett continues to travel through out the country which increases his danger and instead of being overcome with fear I am thankful for what God is showing him.
My second place to run to is our FRG (family readiness group). Our leader has become very dear to me as have several other's. This is a group made up of those left behind and we meet once a month to give each other support as well as our soldiers. Many meetings are spent putting together care packages for our soldiers as we talked. I consider our leader a gift from God and it is clear this is a ministry for her, she represents Christ well. You know to try to hold a group of women together under the stress of their loved ones being at war together is no easy task.
After the first couple of meetings I knew we were not all on level ground, that some of these precious women would be going this alone, without God. I couldn't imagine how they would get through the coming year so I ask God to let me make a difference. I quickly found out in a group of soldiers wives, the mothers are not welcome and to be fair I realize it would be difficult to talk openly about everything with your mother-in-law in the group but I couldn't understand why information about son's was not passed along to mother's waiting on news of their son. This didn't seem to apply to me because Garrett was not married, I tried to lead a mother's group but after the first meeting it feel apart. It quickly became apparent while our soldiers had gone off to war they had also left one behind and it broke my heart. I couldn't get my head around it. My daughter-in-law is everything I prayed for and more, I love her and she loves me. I know there will be times she will be less than pleased with me but she will love me because that's the kind of person she is. There is no mistaking who lives inside her, and who she has given control of her life. That's what was missing in these other relationships, God told husbands to cleve to their wives but does that mean you have to push your husband's family out?
How in the world could God use me to make a difference in this group? I continued to attend meetings and support the leader and there were those who had the same secret weapon I had, Christ. They were a blessing to me and became part of my family while we tried to be available to anyone who was open. God bless our leader, I would say I don't know how she did it but I do know. All the drama and fires she put out and continued to reflect the spirit of Christ, what an inspiration she is.
FRG is an important group and of course it will be a mixed bag of people. It's a mixed bag of people with a very important load to bear, to carry on at home and support their soldier. What makes a load easier to carry? Someone to help carry the load, we need each other. Be in the world, not of it while you let your light shine.
My second place to run to is our FRG (family readiness group). Our leader has become very dear to me as have several other's. This is a group made up of those left behind and we meet once a month to give each other support as well as our soldiers. Many meetings are spent putting together care packages for our soldiers as we talked. I consider our leader a gift from God and it is clear this is a ministry for her, she represents Christ well. You know to try to hold a group of women together under the stress of their loved ones being at war together is no easy task.
After the first couple of meetings I knew we were not all on level ground, that some of these precious women would be going this alone, without God. I couldn't imagine how they would get through the coming year so I ask God to let me make a difference. I quickly found out in a group of soldiers wives, the mothers are not welcome and to be fair I realize it would be difficult to talk openly about everything with your mother-in-law in the group but I couldn't understand why information about son's was not passed along to mother's waiting on news of their son. This didn't seem to apply to me because Garrett was not married, I tried to lead a mother's group but after the first meeting it feel apart. It quickly became apparent while our soldiers had gone off to war they had also left one behind and it broke my heart. I couldn't get my head around it. My daughter-in-law is everything I prayed for and more, I love her and she loves me. I know there will be times she will be less than pleased with me but she will love me because that's the kind of person she is. There is no mistaking who lives inside her, and who she has given control of her life. That's what was missing in these other relationships, God told husbands to cleve to their wives but does that mean you have to push your husband's family out?
How in the world could God use me to make a difference in this group? I continued to attend meetings and support the leader and there were those who had the same secret weapon I had, Christ. They were a blessing to me and became part of my family while we tried to be available to anyone who was open. God bless our leader, I would say I don't know how she did it but I do know. All the drama and fires she put out and continued to reflect the spirit of Christ, what an inspiration she is.
FRG is an important group and of course it will be a mixed bag of people. It's a mixed bag of people with a very important load to bear, to carry on at home and support their soldier. What makes a load easier to carry? Someone to help carry the load, we need each other. Be in the world, not of it while you let your light shine.
Monday, January 2, 2012
2012 Now What?
Well it's 2012, now what? I love the week between Christmas and New Years because it's slow. There are not the normal demands on your time and efforts. I can take my time getting Christmas down and the house back in order. Bubba has been off work and so routine has gone out the window, we've slept late, stayed in my PJ's late, just not had to be in a hurry for anything. I think I could live this way! To not be involved in the outside world, wrapped up in my own. Not to have other's depending on you for anything, no deadlines, no pressure, stress or drama. A life of peace!
What kind of impact would I have on the world? None! That's not what God created me for. It's nice to have some down time to recharge, we all need it from time to time but we weren't created to live a life unto ourselves. So 2012 has begun, now what?
It's time to get back at it, at life. I've got a stage to clear and redecorate for children's Sunday school at church and props to gather, a mission trip to Ukraine the end of March that I need to be working on getting my ducks in a row for, Graham's birthday coming up and the list goes on. You know how it goes.
I want to make a impact on this world for Christ in whatever small way I can. It is my purpose for life and if I retreat into my own little cocoon I can't do that, so 2012 here I come and the results of living my life for Christ? A life of peace!
What kind of impact would I have on the world? None! That's not what God created me for. It's nice to have some down time to recharge, we all need it from time to time but we weren't created to live a life unto ourselves. So 2012 has begun, now what?
It's time to get back at it, at life. I've got a stage to clear and redecorate for children's Sunday school at church and props to gather, a mission trip to Ukraine the end of March that I need to be working on getting my ducks in a row for, Graham's birthday coming up and the list goes on. You know how it goes.
I want to make a impact on this world for Christ in whatever small way I can. It is my purpose for life and if I retreat into my own little cocoon I can't do that, so 2012 here I come and the results of living my life for Christ? A life of peace!
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